I have always enjoyed writing. It’s always been an escape. A way to be authentic with myself. A way to speak my truth.
My intentions for writing were never to hurt anyone.
I spend a fair amount of my time apologizing, for things I can’t do, for things I have done incorrectly, for doing or not doing things I should or could have done. I never want to apologize for what I write here.
This is my space to figure some things out. As I have said before, I have a difficult time articulating exactly how I am feeling, but for some reason, when I sit down here I am able to articulate my feelings. Sometimes those feelings may be dark, depressing, cynical, even cruel. But they are my feelings… it’s so hard to apologize for them.
I come here to better understand myself. My intent is never to hurt anyone.