Jaded

Ragged

Rusted to my bones

Cynical

Irritated by your

apathy.

Choking on the 

pain you left

for me.

Believing in yourself

is easy

when you perceive 

yourself as perfect.

Jaded little girl

nothing can cure 

a filthy mind

rotten soul.

Jaded

Jaded

Blocked

Mind blocked.

Thoughts fizzle in and out

Flying ideas.

Restless nights

Tired days.

Can’t make the hand

Connect to the bran

To the pen

To the paper.

Rhythm, flow

Gone fast.

Metallic.

Black on white

The red line

Frazzled, searching

Synapses not

Responding,

Ripping, tearing

Restless.